my deux ex machina (love)

In literature there is this "deux ex machina" that can solve any conflict the story has. at first i thought this was nonsense until i found my own..

i was on my lowest point, were nothing seems to go right, with that one mistake (not really a mistake i think) things get worse and worse everyday. then she came, i have to admit at first, "frens lang" tlga, but it only took one long conversation to make me feel good again. that night was the greatest. since then i felt something more special towards her. i tried to deny it at first, kc parang wla nmang pg asa tlga (emo?? aha) pero i just cant do it. every time i see her smile i just melt, and that is it. i fell, really hard. hindi q alam pano sasabihin una, because it will be so sudden but then wla mangyayari kung ganun lang ng ganun so dinaan q siya sa kanta. (corny i know aha). lucky by jason mraZ, kc bespren twag q sa kanya nun, since then everything went well..

yesterday, is just the best day ever. her eyes, her smile, everything about her. it seems so perfect.. and now i know i just found my deux ex machina, i found everything that i needed, i found love, i found her. im definitely so lucky.

-i am shad

and i am happy