defeat

have you ever felt when you given everyhing you have in exchange for that thing you really wanted a for a long time but still not get it? or maybe not everything you have but all the efforts you can give.. me? i did.. alot actually.. life is really unpredictable, especially when you wanted, expected and assumed thats where disappointment exist.. life is really unfair that it will leave you asking "why?"..

DEFEAT is the word friends.. a realy really sad word.. no one wants it.. everybody avoids it.. it is when you fought for everything, wanted things really bad, did all the efforts that you thought will be enough but you didnt got there..you are short of everything. you are DEFEATED.. your efforts are wasted!!! all you can do is cry, sob and whine but those will not change things.. all you should do is accept, stand and walk again..

i expirienced defeat alot of times, life will never let you win all the time. the first thing you need to do is acceptance, dont let your past eat you. "move on, move forward". time is moving and it is moving fast.. then stand up again, dust urself off and this time stand more still,.this time your foundation is better, hold on tighter to ur faith..charge this defeat to your expirience so the next time you can do better.. you can think wiser.. this time you are stronger! the last step is walk, this time walk faster, but still be careful, watch your steps.. make your steps bigger.. make ur past a guide.. and a goal to be better...

defeat doesnt mean you are weaker, its just that at that moment someone is better, just wait for your turn, you will win again..

-i am shad

i was defeated, but will win again

i will never fade!